It is on Father's Day that I marvel at my Dad's ability to put up with all of my shit! Wow, the things that I put this man through and the lack of gratitude that I showed him in my teenage years. I never understood as a young child or a young adult how hard, disciplined and determined he needed to be in order to provide such a wonderful life for us. My father has literally shown me the world through travel, education and love.
Now that I'm a parent and I understand the pressure, tension and desire to be a good parent I understand my father. I can't go back and change decisions, actions or ideas that I used to share with the world, but I can move forward and create new understanding and gratitude. On a day like today I wish that I could hug my father in person, rather than virtually.
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