A personal look into an artists view of reconnecting to the facets of mind, body and soul. The steps to creating after conflicts with injury, life and connection.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Wasteful thoughts
I'm thinking about an imaginary place that I can store my ego chatter, my negative feelings and useless anxiety. If I were to imagine this imaginary dumping ground for my crap, what would it look like. The color purple comes to mind and a vast sphere circled in golden twine, just three times. The color purple has a reputation for indicating good judgement and spiritual fulfillment. It is said that surrounding your energetic field in purple stimulates peace of mind. There is a sense of magic that the color invokes, a sense of royalty and warmth. In mediation the Crown chakra is symbolized by the color violet. So it is an active possibility. A pull toward meditation in order to achieve a higher understanding of self, imagination and a decreased sense of tension--a virtual dumping ground for my waste.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Small Steps Toward a Big Challenge!
As I thought about moving with vitality today I realized that my mood and temperament can be considered the biggest threat to my success and happiness. I am easily pleased and easily displeased. I am sensitive towards energy, my physical body and the discomfort that I can feel. Discomfort varies day to day and it travels through different body parts, joints and actions.
So today I concentrated on pedestrian movements and in particular those movements directly related to the comforts of something physical, my home. As I tidied up, organized and scrubbed, the discomfort traveled with me from task to task. My son and I had a brilliant lunch, put our feet up for about a half hour and then I realized a truth. I felt emotionally ready for the task of body maintenance and I enjoyed the routine of stretches and bends. I used gravity to continue to ground my muscles and my spirit. So it wasn't a day for high energy or high spirits, but it was a day that I found some light and relief in the ordinary and the simple.
So today I concentrated on pedestrian movements and in particular those movements directly related to the comforts of something physical, my home. As I tidied up, organized and scrubbed, the discomfort traveled with me from task to task. My son and I had a brilliant lunch, put our feet up for about a half hour and then I realized a truth. I felt emotionally ready for the task of body maintenance and I enjoyed the routine of stretches and bends. I used gravity to continue to ground my muscles and my spirit. So it wasn't a day for high energy or high spirits, but it was a day that I found some light and relief in the ordinary and the simple.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
It Began Long Ago and I Ignored
It was about 3 years ago that I officially stopped dancing and moving. The money, time and new career that I had begun made it impossible to dance. Well, the truth is I made it impossible. I had exhausted my reserve and in the place of joy other elements of life slipped into my kineosphere.
The story comes full circle. Six months ago I met a Feldenkrais teacher that would work on the neurology and I started to reconstruct. First the spirit. I started to assess all of the good and value that existed in my daily life. I re-established contact with friends and began to share again the details of my life and the "truths of me".
Two months ago I stepped back to the barre and that is where the journey continues. The realization that a day not danced is a day not lived for me. I'm a better mother, partner and friend now that I took the First Step again.
The story comes full circle. Six months ago I met a Feldenkrais teacher that would work on the neurology and I started to reconstruct. First the spirit. I started to assess all of the good and value that existed in my daily life. I re-established contact with friends and began to share again the details of my life and the "truths of me".
Two months ago I stepped back to the barre and that is where the journey continues. The realization that a day not danced is a day not lived for me. I'm a better mother, partner and friend now that I took the First Step again.
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